365 Day Photography Challenge- Day 26- Dreading It

So it was the last day of holidays today and I spent it listening to the Hottest 100 with my partner, running, and dinner with Jays at Hithai + checking the end of the Hottest 100.

The last day of holidays is filled with many horrible emotions. Mainly for me it is depression, anxiety, anger, sadness, frustration, and exhaustion. I know it is going to be a year of stress ahead of me and the thought of it just makes my heart sink. Don’t get me wrong, I love teaching, but it is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. There is a lot more to it than going into a classroom and “babysitting” a bunch of teenagers for 75 mins.

Taking on a new role in the school this year is sure only to add to my stress, but I wanted to do it and I fought for it, and I am truly interested in student welfare so it is a fantastic opportunity, but like all new jobs, or undertakings, its scary and you don’t know what you’re doing at first. Luckily I have some amazing year advisors ahead of me who will be a fantastic help to me. So grateful.

Well I should go to bed and try to sleep, though it will be a sleepless night, I can tell you that. Just holding on to the thought that after tomorrow it’s the weekend.

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